Deprive (Not Enough)

Feeling like I fuck up alot 
Time, isnt on my side


Wasting away, I begin to dissolve


All of this time has passed me,
And I lost it to my fucking problems


30 years have passed,
Now I live in my regrets


Maybe I should just give it up
Maybe Im the problem
Maybe im just not enough


Time, in Time
Not enough?
Are we falling apart because im not enough
Are we falling apart because im not enough
Are you falling apart because im not enough
Are we falling apart because im not enough
Are we falling apart?


Choked up, got demons on my shelf
Didn't help me reach the bottom, hit the bottom myself
All these thoughts putting me in check 
Would you rather hate more or feel less?


Greed for positivity, I am stressed
Maybe you should just put a slug in my chest


Choked up, got demons on my shelf
Cancelled therapy appointments, barely feeling myself
Didn't have to reach the bottom, hit the bottom myself (Myself)
Dealing with you people while i'm stuck in hell


All these thoughts putting me in check
Would you rather hate more more or feel less?
 
Greed for positivity, I am stressed
Noose around my neck, or a slug in my chest