Not A Priority

Now I know what it's like and I ain't no priority
This life that I lead and thing I cannot afford to be
I watched the lights go out with the sunrise
I'm not so sure if I'll truly be alright

Wait up for a second bitch I thought we made amends
Nothing more nothing less but you're talking shit instead
Wait hold up rolled up pack another blunt
I'm the fucking outsider I'm the one getting shunned

Now I need the dope so I feel elsewhere
Can't afford no meds can't afford healthcare
Yeah I got my income but then how'd I pay for booze
If I'm losing this bad I got nothing left to lose

Damn that's tough motherfucker that's rough
Can I sleep on your couch no let me get my stuff
I have no idea what's open at midnight
Guess I gotta make a move I'm looking to hitchhike

Street to a street I wish I was sedentary
Found a bed made of earth I live in the cemetery
My place in the world no I ain't extraordinary
We all end up in the ground rotting under dead and buried

Now I know what it's like and I ain't no priority
This life that I lead and thing I cannot afford to be
I watched the lights go out with the sunrise
I'm not so sure if I'll truly be alright

When you push on glass motherfucker it'll break
Better hope that it's worth what you're gambling at stake
When you walk on ice you could bet that it'll crack
Better wish to be blessed you can never take it back

Push me down then I show my contempt
Man it's always something I can't ever be content
Now I've spent so long of my life to complain
Cause I just get sad here I'm waiting for a change

There was a girl that I cared bout a lot
When I think of her now well I think she forgot
We don't talk too much I'm assuming she been busy
I just know she's the walking definition of pretty

This what it's like to be done and detached
And I know that it's late but I feel I gotta ask
Would you shoot me down if I said that I miss you
Might be running out of tears running out of these tissues

I hope you know I'm yours
You're someone I'd die for
You probably wouldn't feel the same but I'm just stuck in feeling blue
No one else should comprehend the things that I've been going through

Now I know what it's like and I ain't no priority
This life that I lead and thing I cannot afford to be
I watched the lights go out with the sunrise
I'm not so sure if I'll truly be alright