Fvn 01: Ys

I'll walk through fire to get to you
Don't know the way but I'd do it for you
'Cause my eyes closed I can't see
Going in circles on repeat
Go in a maze with all you left
I want to tell, you're just a friend to me

Yo, listen, yo
I don't even know if I should be recording this
If I'm oversharing can you tell me what you hear?
Miss you everyday my lil homie, how you been?
I know I'm doing music and I'm never checking in
Times are getting hard, I can't afford to buy a thing
I'm sitting with this phone, alone, with no expensive mic and shit
They say that I got talent, got a shot and making it
I know you always got me, fuck the haters when I win

Lately I don't feel like I been winning
Hit the charts and then I spiralled into stressing
Tryna take the heat off my depression
Sparking up the Retrogression till I fell into a sentence I created
Fucked up in the mind they think I'm normal but I'm different
Ma mama think I'm chilling but ma brother know I'm sinning
Hard to pick a side when every side's getting divided
I did everything I can while everybody sitting doubting
Thought that life was real until I realised it's perception
Even my perceptions are perceptive
But really everybody think I'm chillin
Just because I ain't been posting on my fucking Snapchat
Or tryna become Insta famous
My girlfriend getting jealous 'cause there's women showing love
Like she rather see me starve, an artist trying on his ones
But g you know it's calm we're only young
I opened up a bit a far, feels like I'm saying way too much
It's like I'm bleeding from my gums, yeah
I wasn't tryna speak this much, but once it rains it pours
I been holdin' thoughts, in my mind is where I store them
Nights I sat in silence, felt a presence by the door and
Never jumped, didn't scream, I just let the shadow talk
Red horns, all painted on my walls
And I was high on LSD and I had peeped a deeper voice
Tryna invite me closer, hold up... what is all that noise?
"Hey You're tired, I can tell... lemme offer you a choice"
You could carry all this weight or you can leave it by morn
Know you're torn, lost ur friend and you still think he will respond
It was true, he had a point like I'm sending this for nuin
Knew that something here was off 'cause I barely open up
But my friend is fucking gone and there's nothing that I can do
I love you that's nothing new, no justice or point to prove
The mornings to many moons, I'm haunted by all the truths
I lost you it's hard to move, I wish I could talk to you but

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MK: You poured your heart and soul into something
You knew he'd never hear, still, you kept talking
That's all I need
Kye: What do you mean?
MK: You think a deal starts with a contract?
It starts with silence, it starts when no one replies
I'm still listening, ahaha. Always
I'll give you the voice noone can ignore
You never have to be not heard again
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